Catch What You Can Catch (part 2) : God Can Take Everything, Everytime

There’s a short conversation, y!m chat. Me, and my best friend i can’t mention her name. Her dad just passed away about a month ago. Catch what you can catch.

[11:43] Me : mmmmmmmmmmmmmm

[11:43] Her : skrang 40 harian, ga kerasa yaa

[11:44] Her : ak te anak yatim gening yaa

[11:44] Her : :(

[11:44] Me : ya allah

[11:45] Me : sedih banget bacanya :'(

[11:45] Me : mak..

[11:46] Me : i know you can be strong as always

[11:46] Her : aku belum siaap nak :'(

[11:47] Me : nobody's ready

[11:47] Me : emang keliatannya sotoy banget aku ngomong, tabok aja mak anak kurang ajar ini

[11:47] Her : yaa pasti

[11:48] Her : huuuuhh, sesek banget ni napas

[11:48] Her : hahaha, sudahlah ga akan tega lah

[11:49] Me : i don't know how hurt it does.

[11:49] Me : jadi cuma bisa bilang "sabaaaaarrr"

[11:49] Me : kuat ya mak

[11:50] Me : cemungudh eaaa qaqaa kata anak alay mah

[11:52] Her : iya dikuatkuatin, salahnya aku waktu itu nahan nangis jadi sekarang keterusan sering nangis #cengeng

[11:52] Me : nangis kamu disini nunjukin betapa kuatnya kamu

[11:53] Me : itu bukan cengeng

[11:53] Me : kalo ga kuat, pasti udah bunuh diri

[11:53] Me : but you don't

[11:54] Her : cuma ngerasa sepi ajaa nak, ilang satu-satu

[11:55] Me : jangan diitung

[11:55] Me : ntar kerasa

[11:55] Me : everybody has their own time

[11:57] Her : ak pengen meninggal nanti kaya alm. ayh nak

[11:58] Me : astajim

[11:58] Me : jangan meninggaaaal

[11:58] Me : :'(

[12:00] Her : ak pasti meninggal tapi allah udah netepin kapannya

[12:01] Me : stop talking about it

[12:01] Her : ga tau kapan bisa cpet ato lambat

[12:01] Me : rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

[12:01] Me : so get ready then

[12:02] Me : uda dzuhur

[12:02] Her : ya shalat abis shalat ak pulang

[12:03] Her : mau bantuin mamah kasian ga ada yang bantu ua sama bibi aku masih jagain nenek

[12:03] Her : oh iya satu lagi

[12:03] Me : apa

[12:03] Me : emang ini dimana

[12:04] Her : d bitc

[12:04] Her : stor shooting script

[12:05] Her : waktu itu ayah bilang ga akan pergi cepet-cepet tapi ternyata ..

[12:05] Her : itu yang ak sedih

[12:05] Me : hmmmm

[12:06] Me : nobody knows

[12:06] Me : bapa juga ga mau pergi cepet2 pasti

[12:06] Me : tapi kan dia ga bisa janji

[12:06] Her : ak ga bisa lupa hari terakhir aya natap ak lamaa bgt sama napas trakhirnya

[12:07] Her : hmm astagfirullah

[12:08] Her : aku kuat kan nak

[12:08] Her : ak bisa kuaat :'(

[12:08] Me : :'(

[12:08] Me : semangaaaaaaattt mak

[12:09] Me : all we can do just pray for him

[12:12] Her : ak off ya shalat dulu trus pulang

[12:12] Her : makasi nak

[12:13] Her : kalo ak janji ga akan nangis lagi ak bisa ga ya

[12:13] Me : ok

[12:13] Me : don't promise

[12:13] Me : nangis wajar kali

[12:13] Me : asal jangan bikin patah semangat aja

[12:14] Me : ngehambat kerjaan yang lain..

[12:14] Her : kemarin sempet gitu

[12:14] Her : sekarang aku berusaha nyibukin diri lagi

[12:15] Me : yap

[12:15] Me : good

[12:15] Me : :bd

[12:15] Her : ngerjain apa aja biar ga fokus kepikiran

[12:15] Her : samlikum ..

[12:16] Me : sip

[12:16] Me : cemungud qaqa

[12:16] Me : kumsalam..

[12:16] Meebo Message: she is offline

Feel  bad? You should.

What will you say if you were in my position?

Oh God, she’s just a lil girl like me.

And this conversation makes me realize one thing :

God can take everything, everytime.

And if i cried til my eyes were dry, would You return it?

 

check out the part 1 "Catch What You Can Catch : The Power of Not Knowing"